A transformative online ceremony for liberating and loving your pure sexual energy, body and creative power
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Your serpentine kundalini rises from its coiled base at the root or Muladhara chakra, spiralling up your central Sushumna channel to your violet crown, bringing you alive to your Sexual Soul Power. Your consciousness extends far beyond this spectrum, with a beam of starlight bridging you through your eighth chakra to the Central Star of the Universe, and down, through your root to the Earth Star. You are held at all times within this unifying bridge of stellar consciousness, in the invincible innocence of our Divine and Earth Mothers.
In Truth, your Soul consciousness is infinite and omnidirectional. While you currently experience yourself as a single point of focus within this space-time continuum, this is only an illusion. Your current identification with “I / my story” provides the limiting contrast necessary to evolve more fully into your boundless Self, and to know yourself as Life, without end.
Humanity’s experience of duality, limitation and ignorance is a dream, a painful one at times, but a holy dream nonetheless. Without this dream, there is no journey, no learning, no wisdom, compassion and humility found only in darkness. There is no possibility of experiencing the rich vulnerabilities of the human experience, and rising heroically into awakening, where Spirit and Flesh, Heaven and Earth unite in love.
Through the many faces
of fear,
we learn the many faces
of love.
The seasons of life are the nature of evolution: through the dying days of Autumn, when things fall apart and we let go, grieve and give ourselves to darkness; to a time of deeper surrender, drawing further inwards, stilling and dissolving into emptiness; to sunlight, at long last, making itself known again, providing fertile grounds for regeneration and growth, for a new day of becoming; to the glorious days of a Golden Age, when we stand tall like the mighty Sunflower, receiving the fullness of light and warmth. Embracing the Golden rays, we are inspired to share our inner riches, the sweet nectar of our Soul born from all seasons.
As Souls, we evolve through these cycles during our heroic incarnations in time and space, just as we evolve collectively through these cycles. For thousands of years humanity has been in a dark season, what is called an Iron Age, or Kali Yuga in Hinduism. The year 2012 marked a key astrological, precessional turning point in our collective evolution, in which dark days of winter officially ended. Though it may seem otherwise, a Golden Sun is quickly rising in hearts around the world, lifting humanity from a long season of evolving through suffering and limits.
In the sections that follow, we’ll explore how Kali Yuga, or darkness, has shaped perception and experience, specifically in the context of sexuality. We’ll also venture into how the beloved Orange Ray is a Radiant Light here to empower your sexual, creative expression, lifting you and humanity out of the painful winter dream, and into the destined Golden Age.
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One of the telltale signs of a dark age is the suppression and contempt of sexuality, and a manipulated misunderstanding of its sacred power. Twisted and turned, power is seduced away from us, our sexual bodies and Souls, and centralized into dark forces we believe we must depend upon.
At the fore of this pernicious influence has been many institutions and organizations. Today, we have the oligarchical transhumanists who, through the WEF, WHO and UN, are waging war on the body (gender, biology / carbon) and Soul (sexual, creative power). If we span the last few thousand years, however, patriarchal religions have been most instrumental in creating the fall from the golden days of sexuality and love, once celebrated in feminine cultures I’ll outline shortly. Under their indoctrination, humanity descended into a long, cold winter of sexual demonization, fear, and suppression, only to slowly rise from it in the last few hundred years.
The early Christian theologian, Jerome of Stridon, elucidated succinctly the Church’s oppressive stance on sexuality: “Regard everything as a poison which bears within it the seed of sensual pleasure.” Much later, in the early 1700’s, this patristic programming continued to steep within the collective mind with help from individuals like Sir Thomas Browne, English polymath and author of the famous Religio Medici:
“If ye perceive a sudden sweet taste in your mouths or feel any warmth in your breasts, like fire, or any form of pleasure in any part of your body, or… if ye become aware by occasion of pleasure or satisfaction derived from such perception, that your hearts are drawn away from the contemplation of Jesus Christ and from spiritual exercises… then this sensation is very much to be suspected of coming from the Enemy; and therefore were it ever so wonderful and striking, still renounce it and do not consent to accept it.” (Ref here)
Eve, with a little help from the wily serpent, has been considered the original agent of the “Enemy,” which we can assume to be the devil, God’s forever nemesis. She was, from a Christian point of view, the cause of Adam’s downfall, the temptress deceived by the slithering tempter. Eve sexually seduced Adam away from naked purity — how God “expects” us to be. This infuriated God, inciting him to banish them from the Garden of Eden, symbolic of original innocence, divine union and immortality.
Heads hanging low in shame as mortal beings, divorced from God, Adam and Eve walked through the valley of the shadow of death. All who descended from them were born in the valley, carrying the blueprint of “original sin.” Unredeemed, lovers transmitted its curse, no matter how much love there was. And with sex being the devil’s favourite playground — the “Enemy” who arouses pleasure — sex had more power than any other behaviour to spread this virulent sin.
Chastity became a high morale ground, a commitment to purity, obedience and devotion before wrathful God. Sex could not be completely eliminated, however; and so, for the wider public, it needed to be experienced as infrequently as possible, or limited strictly to procreational purposes. If a couple ventured into the bedroom to do their dirty deed, sex should perfunctory at best, without the trappings of sweat, joy and eye contact. Guilt was more than welcomed.
Of course, blame was ultimately cast upon Eve and her “carnal lust” for this terrible mess — for humanity’s perpetual fall and condemned, mortal state. She was and is the original sinner. As such, the Church demonized not just sexuality, but the feminine: “To the woman he said, ‘I will make your pains in childbearing very severe; with painful labor you will give birth to children. Your desire will be for your husband, and he will rule over you.’” (Genesis 3:16)
Councils, such as of Elvira in 305 CE, began to enforce a religious culture of separating male ministers from their wives, and banning all intimate, sexual relationships with women. After Jesus’s death, and during the first three hundred years of Christian (gnostic) spirituality, when a diversity of sects and beliefs flourished, priests were married and women participated as spiritual leaders. But as the Church continued to consolidate power, particularly in the 4th century, arbitrarily canonizing the doctrine / scripture and persecuting competing spiritual cultures, the war on sexuality became heinously systemic. Sex lost its sacredness, and women and the feminine lost their rightful place of respect within society.
Demonizing sexuality strengthened the criminal enterprise the Christian Church would become. From a financial perspective, the priesthood upon death, having no wife and children, favourably gave their money and property to the Church, not family.
More broadly, however, by programming people into the shame of sin, the “evils” of sexuality, and idea of everlasting fire and brimstone damnation, the masses turned against their sexual power, and turned towards the fraudulent, profiteering power of the Church, and its “gatekeepers to heaven,” the clergy. They fearfully rejected the beloved within and without, and forewent the possibilities of divine union — where the d-evil awaits. They surrendered body, mind, soul, and money to almighty God.
The Church holds no power — financial or otherwise, without “redemption,” and therefore “original sin.” The latter lie led scared masses to the former lie, down the Garden Path to the clergy’s unholy gates. The Church holds no power without a perceived monopoly on God, and Christ, Jesus the “Saviour,” the one and only son.
As has always been the case with parasitic tyrants, power depends on dark deception, and fooling people into rejecting their divinity, the sexual Christ within.
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Cultures outside the control of Orthodox Christianity, existing before or during the Church’s reign, like Pagan, Egyptian and Indian, honoured sacred sexuality and the divine feminine, with none of the aforementioned fears and taboos. Within tantric Hinduism, for the man to make love to his partner was to merge with Maha Shakti, the Cosmic divine feminine principle and sexual power we are. In traditional tantric Buddhism, in the yoga of union, or yab-yum, the man embraced the sacred feminine by visualizing deities like Vajrayoginī in his yogini consort, or dakini. Like with tantric Hinduism, her vulva, heart and gazing eyes were sacred portals of devotion that initiated the yogi into emptiness and ecstasy. He lost himself, dissolving into love, their unified Body of Shakti / Buddha bliss. His lotus heart and body purified and opened, he was born anew with each sexual experience, embodying to fuller measure the God/dess within. (The word tantra derives from the Sanskrit verbal root tan, which means to weave.)
Wherever in the world a female body is seen,
That should be recognized as my holy body.
~ Goddess Vajrayoginī, Caṇḍamahāroṣaṇa-tantra (Ancient Tantric Buddhist text, or “mother-tantra”)
Reading ancient Sumerian cuneiform texts, we see, dating back to about 3,000 BC, another example where sexuality and the divine feminine were honoured and enjoyed. In what is now Iraq, adored Goddess Inanna of Sumer inspired sacred sexuality amongst her people, especially her priestesses. Inanna’s intoxicating desire aroused sexual freedom far beyond the purpose of ushering in Spring fertility rites, or procreation. She showed the Way of Divine Sexuality for the pure pleasure of it.
In one passage, Inanna sings sweetly about her beloved Dumuzi:
He met me — he met me!
My lord Dumuzi met me.
He put his hand into my hand.
He pressed his neck close against mine.
My high priest is ready for the holy loins.
My lord Dumuzi is ready for the holy loins.
The plants and herbs in his field are ripe.
O Dumuzi! Your fullness is my delight!
Reading Sumerian texts, we see a theme of connecting sexuality with Nature. The garden or apple orchard — which inspired the Christian Garden myth, is considered a metaphor for the sacred place of sexual empowerment, joy and union, and for the body itself. It’s the lush, fertile ground for Wild Nature to arouse what’s naturally lush, fertile and wild within.
When she leaned against the apple tree, her vulva was wondrous to behold.
Rejoicing at her wondrous vulva, the young woman Inanna applauded herself.
There is also this unbridled invitation into pleasure from Inanna to Dumuzi:
Then plow my vulva, man of my heart!
Plow my vulva!
This is a far cry from the repressed, stale, stern Christian view of sexuality. Upon closer inspection, however, maybe the Garden of Eden is more similar to the Sumerian Garden than we realize, with as much potential for sexual aliveness and union.
The serpent being the original tempter is telling, given the association of kundalini or sexual energy with a serpentine, uncoiling force. Another view of Genesis is that Eve was communing with her pure sexual energy. Her serpentine kundalini summoned her flesh and heart into sensual excitation. And with this holy impulse breathing her alive, she asked Adam to partake in the sweet nectar of her fruiting body of life in the sweet innocence of the Garden — in divine union, their unified Soul body wrapped in wet kundalini bliss.
What if the wily serpent was the wise serpent after all, inviting Eve into her sexual body, and into union with Adam?
What if the serpent was the original initiator, initiating Adam into the Feminine Mysteries, with Eve being this divine, archetypal principle within us all?
What if the serpent knew that in the loving bliss of sexual union, Adam and Eve celebrate their Original Innocence, evermore?
“Be wise as serpents.” (Matthew 10:16)
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One of infinite iridescent Cosmic colours making up what I call the Rainbow Kingdom, the Orange Ray, like all other colours, emanates from the pearlescent white First Ray, born from Sophia’s (Divine Mother’s) Black Womb. This ceremony is a unique and powerful opportunity to merge with this beautiful Ray, and experience advanced quantum healing and empowerment. To the degree you are open and ready, this transmission clears trauma and programming spanning lifetimes and generations; for example, from rape or childhood neglect, inherited from your ancestors, or absorbed from viral, toxic programming, which religion has contributed greatly to.
As with all my ceremonies, there’s nothing you cannot ask for support on from the Orange Ray, whether in the context of mental, emotional, physical or spiritual ailments / concerns. With this being true, this supernal Ray comes with special, signature medicine for healing the roots of sexual trauma and programming — any fears and shame you hold related to your sexual identity and expression. And its medicine liberates the joyful, creative and relational possibilities of your sexual power and body.
Orange is the colour of your second chakra temple. This is your pleasure centre, the place that shines with joy as you feel how sexually alive you are, swimming in the sublime Seas of Shakti while grounded in human form. Deliciously, your orange light glows as you intimately, sensuously, lovingly be in touch with another’s body, your own body, and even the body of Mother Earth, who also overjoys with sexual, Shakti delight in her myriad forms.
With orange being the colour of your sacred, sacral temple, the Orange Ray is the perfect colour frequency match for your sexual healing and empowerment — the right key to unlock its holy gates, so you can freely open as you are meant to, in giving and receiving, embracing and surrendering, deeper, fuller, merging with your beloved, and the Great Beloved beyond.
An infinitely loving force, the Orange Ray sees you in your full-spectrum sexual power, with as much orange light emanating from your holographic Soul as there is in the entire Cosmos. Carrying the signature sexual frequency of the human experience, the Orange Ray shines as one with the orange ray of your sacral chakra. Your orange temple is thus consecrated to the Cosmic Orange Ray, as a perfect living fractal of its ancient, limitless power.
Indeed, from the high Light Realms, merged exquisitely with your Higher Self, this universal light graces your body and expresses itself through your sacral chakra. Like orange lightening, it radiates through your meridians or subtle energy channels, permeating your mind, body and heart with this Cosmic sexual life force.
As a Rainbow Soul, made in the likeness of All That Is, the Orange Ray is here to ignite the realization of this divine inheritance — that you are perfectly designed to experience the Totality of the Cosmic Orange Ray you are, in sensual, creative, joyous expression.
Isn’t that a beautiful gift from the Divine Mother? From the moment of your conception in Her Holy Black Womb, She has always, in all ways, desired that you experience everything She is.
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The Orange Ray arrives in this ceremony seeing you in your highest light, as perfectly whole and infinitely creative. And yet it also compassionately recognizes your human pain and struggles, the reasons you don’t feel comfortable in your body and empowered when expressing your sacred sexuality.
Infinite in intelligence, this iridescent representative of the Divine Mother knows you very well — your history, your secret places, your unresolved, painful memories spanning lifetimes. It knows that to make the sweet return to the Garden of Sacred Sexuality you must heal your shadows of old, so you can root into the fertile ground of somatic possibility and rise in de-light.
Feeling safe in the body is a hallmark of healing and empowerment — in your heart, emotional / sensual body, and sexual centre. From the rich ground of inner safety, your orange lotus chakra can spiral open, trusting its power, spinning alive as it desires, lusciously in touch with other lotus bodies.
Let’s now briefly explore some of the reasons why we don’t feel safe in our sexual, sensual, emotional bodies, and de-lighting in our Orange Souls.
Beginning in utero, and then during difficult births, followed by childhood adversities and beyond, we gradually incur trauma. We live with a survival psychobiology that unconsciously adapts to avoid further pain. Feeling our parents fight while in the womb, experiencing sexual abuse, physical abuse (including spanking), neglect, rape, devastating loss, etc, all contribute to being wired for threat (fear), self-punishment (shame), and protection.
“Trauma compromises our ability to engage with others by replacing patterns of connection with patterns of protection.” ~ Stephen W. Porges, The Polyvagal Theory
Our inner world feels unsafe due overwhelm, shame, and other uncomfortable emotions and sensations. Being out of our body, up and in our heads, we disassociate as a survival strategy from the unsettling threats below. We think more and feel less as a means of controlling our surroundings and ourselves; to maximize safety, attachment and love, and minimize harm. In rising up, we abandon our heart, emotional body and sexual power; we numb ourselves against the aliveness of our humanity.
Being neurologically wired away from our natural states of love, trust, safety and relaxation tightens our posture, breath, musculature, and more, into chronic conditions. These contractions, combined with defaulting to the rigid, thinking mind, diametrically oppose and suppress the spontaneous fluidity and openness of sexual aliveness.
Kindled from a survival psychobiology, and specifically sexual trauma and programming, are common limiting beliefs worth mentioning. For example, when children are sexually abused, it’s normal for them to believe that it’s unsafe to touch or receive touch; both could lead to harm. As the child matures into teen and adult years, this pained psychology states: If I’m sexual, I may hurt another or get hurt. Unresolved sexual trauma causes the person to distrust sexuality, their’s and another’s, and thus power. They are considered dangerous.
Sexual vitality — creative life force, remains suppressed to protect the individual and others, and unconsciously so. For men, this can manifest into issues like impotence and testicular cancer, and for woman, menstruation issues, endometriosis and ovarian cysts. In general, for men and woman, sexual trauma and fear / shame related to sexual power can engender relationship / intimacy aversion, gut and heart pain, romantic disinterest, desensitization, body image issues, and difficulty reaching orgasm.
Sexual trauma can also incite survival adaptions towards sexual compulsion, and addiction to relationships, porn, and relational dysfunction; to being unable to remain single for too long, and to regularly cheating on one’s partner. Just like how twin boys raised by an alcoholic parent may adapt and grow in opposite directions, with one man being righteously abstinent and the other a raging alcoholic, the same essential binary split in reactive survival paths may emerge from sexual trauma.
There are other beliefs related to unresolved sexual trauma and psychobiological distortions, including the conditions mentioned in the last few paragraphs. The beliefs I’m not worthy and I don’t deserve carry great weight in pained hearts, contracted sexual centres, and the collective consciousness; as do Sex or pleasure is bad or wrong. These warped ideas correlate to conditioning that insists it’s bad to put yourself first; that you must be responsible, must work (not play) hard, and that idle hands are the work of the devil. They correlate to the pervasive, flawed reasoning that it’s not safe or “right” to slow down and smell the roses; to enjoy life and enjoy our bodies in touch with other bodies, wild and free!
As we know, religious indoctrination and its neurotic God, whom we must fear and please, have played a major role in propagating this self-abnegating nonsense, and the cultural taboos surrounding sexuality. And the Church’s demonization and oppression of sexuality have contributed greatly to a collective consciousness of sexual trauma. The papacy, along with the “education” system, Hollywood, mainstream media, and more, have worked lock-step with the psychopathic pedophiles ruling our planet to effectively program consciousness to accept and normalize perversions and inversions of divine sexuality — porn addiction, rape culture, the sexual abuse of children, and more.
An example of the latter is the viral, abhorrent sexualizing of children in schools, surging during the Covid era. Also socially engineered in this time frame has been the horrors and medical scandal of transgenderism. Puberty blockers, hormone treatments, and mutilating surgery are satanic ritual abuse that destroy sexual organs and reproductive systems, and render one unable to orgasm, amongst other things.
From within homes, schools, churches, political venues, hospitals, and more, comes the startling statistic that 1 in 4 girls and 1 in 6 boys have been sexually abused. I believe this number is higher due to memory loss and fear of speaking out; and because humanity has yet to realize the extent of child rape trafficking not only on Earth’s surface, but beneath it in a vast underground military network, and even beyond this planet, where children are abducted.
Parents, teachers, priests, politicians, doctors, whomever it may be — the assault on children and the general addiction to perverse sexual energy is grossly widespread on this planet. It arises from a synergy of personal-soul and collective distortions in consciousness, caused, in part, by an impure sacral chakra.
For more on the dark agenda, please check out my free ebook, chock-full of research.
None of the painful beliefs underwriting this madness are original in any way, like I’m not worthy, I’m a sinner, and Sexuality is bad. All shame- and fear-based ideas belong to the matrix, to the illusory realms of time, to the story that never was — not timeless Holy You! Though very real at the human level, they are not Divine Truth, and therefore do not represent the invincible, Original Innocence you — we — are.
The distortions of consciousness, the lies we’ve believed true, have weaved a painful winter dream for far too long. It’s time to wake up, for a new, glorious dawn calls. We are ready to heal and forgive, to learn from our past and leave it — for good. We are ready to rise anew in our Great Return.
Though it seems otherwise, Golden Days are near — nearer than we can possibly imagine, their Rays uniting us in Spirit and Flesh, Heaven and Earth. From the high Light Realms, down, they celebrate our destined reunion with the Garden of Sexual, Sensual Delight, our natural bodies and bliss.
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With support from the Orange Ray, the quantum roots of trauma and programming are transmuted so you can safely root into the hidden dimensions of your embodied, sexual divinity, and think warm, life-giving thoughts. Imbalances in your sacral chakra towards deficiency or excess, aversion or compulsion are purified and brought closer to centre. There, your sexuality can relax more, and resurrect from the wild innocence of your Holy Spirit.
Your sexual empowerment in this ceremony can be further understood within the context of crystalline light code activation. These are the codes of your Soul that make up your divine genetic blueprint, one that perfectly mirrors the Blueprint of All Creation. Laying nestled against the full length of your biological DNA, most of your light codes are dormant at this time, awaiting activation.
Resonating with the Orange Ray’s transmission in this ceremony activates the Orange codes of your Soul. To the degree you are open and ready, the ancient, secret dimensions, the divine qualities of the Cosmic Orange Ray you are come alive in your heart, mind and body. With both your sacral chakra and light codes activating, more sexual, creative life force streams through your meridians and neurobiology, rebirthing you into new heavenly possibilities for living, serving and relating.
This empowerment is realized inasmuch as your sacral chakra moves and breathes in consort with your Holy Heart. As your Centre of Truth & Discernment, your heart knows your sexual needs, dreams and desires, what you are ready and not ready for. It tells you when something is too much, or when you want more. It guides you to reach and draw in, to push or hold on. Gently, and fiercely at times, your heart guides you to make responsible, integral choices with your sexual energy, such that you honour your holy body and emotions, and the temples of other people.
More deeply, your Holy Heart is your cardinal centre of love, breathing this rhapsodic life into your seven chakras, and every cell of your body. With love, your sexuality is set free, and set on fire, exalted into the infinite realms of the sacred as a life-giving force of creation. The Flame of your Soul realizes its great human, tantric expression, with love, above all, being the alchemical force that dissolves two lovers into One.
In its ancient wisdom, the Orange Ray knows that your sexual fulfilment is realized as you consecrate your sacral temple to your Holy Heart. For this reason, any wounds or contractions in your heart are given loving attention by this Ray, such that your sexuality spirals open to the sacred, graced by the fragrance of love.
Sexual love is then free to be experienced in myriad juicy, creative, joyful ways — wild, mischievous, playful, foxy, slow, fast, gentle, tender, healing, transcendent; full of laughter, full of tears, full of revelation; in the high summer noon of love, in the dark winter night of stillness.
All of it — of you and your beloved — can be explored and savoured in the Garden of Innocence. Your loving, creative, sexual life force can be shared with the world, a heartfelt Orange Blessing adding mysterious wonders to the fabric of being, and bringing the Golden Dawn.
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Via the link below, you are guided to write healing empowerment intentions for this ceremony. Trust your Holy Heart and Orange Light Body to move you into crystalline clarity. And please remember, nothing is too much to ask from the beloved Orange Ray that knows what you’ve forgotten, and don’t need to remember in order to live true to your invincible innocence, in love with your sacred sexuality.
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