Mermaid Goddess Healing & Activation

A transformative online ceremony for birthing the Feminine Treasures of your Oceanic Soul

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With my body
a poetic, harmonious expression
of celestial sea and terrestrial life, 

I am the perfect representative and teacher
of Divine Feminine embodiment,

bridging Heaven and Earth,
balanced and beautifully expressed
in your fluid form. 

I am the Great Rebirther
of Mother cultures
and timeless traditions,

the Ancient Mer Goddess
in the still Oceanic Womb
of no-thing

from which I summon you now,
so you may be
reborn anew. 

It’s evening, December 2023. I place myself seated on the floor in front of my candlelit altar, ready for my nightly ritual. Settled in, exhaled into further weight, I call upon the Divine Mother of All Life, also known as God or Sophia. 

My body shudders in a strange, unexpected way; but not for long. This little bodyquake ends, and though I’m left wondering, mystified, I continue my invocation, calling in my “friends in high places”: White Buffalo Woman, Isis, Mary Magdalene, Quan Yin, Mahavatar Babaji and others I invoke from the Eight Directions. 

Once completed, I move to lay down on my back on my double-fold mattress, a position necessary for my daily ceremonial descents into surreal energetic intensity. Before I fall backwards into trance, however, what felt like an unfamiliar river tossing me moments earlier, suddenly becomes a great flood. 

I am overcome!

The dazzling Cosmic Mermaid Goddess announces herself, her immaculate presence made known in every cell of my body, most notably in my thumping heart! I now have to lay down — quickly! It’s all so much! I am awash with sublime awe, reverence, joy, and immense tears as I commune with her Oversoul, and feel her profound feminine power and love. And as I imbibe her medicine and message for the world. 

She comes with a clear, impassioned purpose, a pure liquid light radiating to me, and through me, I am here to feed others. My neural streams come alive, captivated by the fluid life force of the Goddess’s sacred intention: that I be a ceremonial vessel for her ancient Mermaid Consciousness; for the Waters of Life and its Feminine Treasures she wishes to baptize you with, and awaken within you. 

Reverberating throughout my tear-soaked body, her vision is crystal clear:

It’s time for humanity to end the long dark age of patriarchal rule. It’s time for lost Feminine Treasures — buried deep, hidden from persecution and shame, hidden to avoid further pain — to ascend from the Ocean Depths of our collective psyche. 

It’s time for the Womb Wisdom of the Ages, once lived and celebrated by the Ancients, inherent to our Soul, to rebirth us into the Feminine Christ Light of sacred embodiment.

It’s time for the Return of the Goddess, and for human beings to remember and gloriously live as the Celestial MerSouls we are!

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“Very truly I tell you, no one can enter the kingdom of God unless they are born of water and the Spirit.” (John 3:5)

The Mermaid Goddess lives within us all, swimming in the primordial waters of our Feminine Soul. She represents the holy Waters of Life that sing us alive in our tears and blood, our moon time and breastfeeding, our undulating sexual bodies and amniotic womb. She celebrates with us as we give ourselves to each drop of our enchanting, mystical, raw human aliveness, and to the Great River calling us home. 

These are the life-giving waters that ancient Goddess cultures courted in wells, springs, rivers, lakes and oceans; enchanting places priestesses and shamanesses were guardians of, often bathed by lunar light. They are the rebirthing waters of the baptismal font, the chalice, the vase and libation vessels whose fluids carried the essence of the Goddess. 

An example is the Libation Vase of Ningishzida from ancient Sumer, ca. 2100 BCE (modern-day Iraq & Kuwait). According to the inscription, the vase is dedicated to the Goddess of its namesake by King Gudea, considered an enlightened man. (The website says “God,” but Ningishzida was a Goddess. The prefix Nin means Queen, Lady or Priestess.) The vase is carved with the adornment of rising, entwining, kundalini Serpents, creatures of the sea, divine representatives, like the Mermaid Goddess, of the fluid life we are animating our form. 

These are the holy waters of the anointing jar of Mary Magdalene, with the jar, font, chalice and vase all symbols of the Womb Grail of Sophia, our Divine Mother. And of our ceremonial body! Mermaids with twin-tails spread open, revived in medieval European church architecture, invite us through this vulvic gateway into the true Church of our Body, and into the amniotic Ocean of Sophia. That they appear over the main church entrance (see last link) signals a hidden heretical hand in the architectural design. Walking through the holy gates of the “House of God,” we enter the seraphic Womb of the Goddess.  

Archeological evidence shows that the V was one of the most common symbols of ancient Goddess cultures, found on figurines and other cult objects. Central to the letter M (IVI) of Mother, Mary, Magdalene and Mermaid, it represents the vulva (containing two v’s), as well as our descent into the dark feminine womb underworlds, the mysteries of our body, psyche, Mother Earth and primeval seas. 

Down and in, where feminine mystery schools guided aspirants, we enter the dark, still waters of surrender, dissolve into the primordial womb of no-thing, and are reborn anew into our luminous divinity. We rise, carrying the once forgotten Feminine Treasures of our Soul, the Goddess and her Mysteries beating in our awakened, ecstatic heart. We rise to the Ocean’s sparkling surface, our holy light and shamanic heartbeat a call to others who are ready. 

The Mermaid Goddess is the Great Rebirther of Old Worlds, and of you, and I, and our world today. The secret lies in her name. 

Mer, the prefix of Mer-maid, means sea; thus the Goddess is Maiden of the Sea. Mer also means to die, forming words related to death like mortal. Mer is also the prefix to mer-ge (submerge / emerge), which describes our sacred mar-riage, or hieros gamos in Greek, with The Beloved. To marry is to merge, to lose ourselves in ecstasy to the ineffable Seas! It’s to dissolve into eros, in hi-eros, an anagram for rose, as in our sacred rose heart. 

Mer / Mar call us to the erotic Seas and Mother simultaneously, and our languages speak to this. For example, sea and mother in French are mer and mère, respectively. In Spanish, they are mar and madre. And in Italian, mare and madre. 

(Interestingly, the Sanskrit word for sea is samudra, and translates to gathering together (sa) of waters. Mudras are sacred hand positions that activate subtle energy fields, gathering us into the waters of the Mother.)

In the English language, mer poetically wraps around m-oth-er, who then gives birth to other. She does while singing her primordial birthing cry Om, the first two letters of mo-ther; a wOMb cry that both creates and calls us hOMe.  

All these feminine words have their Proto-Indo-European root in móri, meaning “body of water,” and mater meaning mother. Flip the M of Mater and we get Water. Our Divine Mater, singing Om from her amniotic black womb, gave birth to matter, including our sacred form through our biological mother.

In the ancient Egyptian language mer means love. Woven into the six-pointed mer-kabah star and Archangel Metatron’s Cube, mer is sacred language expressed through sacred geometry. 

Mer, therefore, wonderfully translates to death, emergence, union, sea, mother and love. The Mermaid Goddess initiates ecstatic baptismal union with our Beloved Mother through the ancient Womb Mysteries of mystical death and rebirth. 

We ceremonially emerge from darkness and merge with immaculate light, reborn anew. 

Mermaid mythologies of ancient cultures speak to these Feminine Mysteries, their occult Mother Truths, suppressed and hidden over time. This is a cross-cultural, mystical lineage of Cosmic Mer Consciousness wherein its peoples held true that the Great Ocean or Supreme Being was primordially feminine in nature. 

Just as our biological mother births us from the mysterious amniotic ocean of her womb, and Mother Nature grows from dark, wet, fertile depths, for the ancients, it was intuitively, if not logically clear that all celestial beings and physical matter are born from Sophia’s holy womb. This understanding was integrated into their sacred sciences and astro-architecture, such as their womb temples of spiritual rebirth. 

Matter was of the Mater, from the Mater, and honoured as such. Alchemically speaking, She was recognized as the mysterious black prima materia, First Mother, from which everything is birthed or created, and to which everything returns in sacred dissolution. Thus the Circle of Life, the rise, fall and death witnessed each moment throughout Mother Nature. 

This feminine consciousness is organically experienced as everyday living wisdom, crafted into our sacred art, architecture and traditions, when we don’t separate from nature, as we have done in “civilization” (related to civis, meaning city); when we don’t divide ourselves from her elements, and turn from her rhythms of death and rebirth, and living Goddess waters.

With this introductory overview in heart and mind, I feel it’s time we take a trip around the world, and back in time, so that sacred Mermaid myths, our treasured living stories, further awaken the timeless Feminine Mysteries of your soul!

Mermaid Mythologies & Cultures

The holy Waters of Life
are both tomb
and womb,

the “universal solvent”
initiating death,
and the amniotic fluids
birthing new life,

a mystical
Sophianic rebirth
by and into

the Elixir of Immortality
you are.

“Then Beya (the maternal sea) rose up over Gabricus and enclosed him in her womb, so that nothing more of him was to be seen. And she embraced Gabricus with so much love that she absorbed him completely into her own nature, and dissolved him into atoms.” ~ The Conjunction, Rosarium Philosophorum, a 16th-century alchemical treatise (via C. G. Jung)

The oldest known evidence for Merpeople dates to 7th century BCE in Mesopotamia, what is present-day Iraq & Kuwait, along with parts of Syria, Turkey and Iran. A Babylonian cylinder sea tells the story of the kulitu “fish woman,” and kulullu “fish man.” In prayerful reverence, they gracefully swim in an upright position towards the Tree of Life. On the other side, a priestly Fish Sage awaits their arrival. 

The elder Sage wears the rising crown of a fish head, a familiar looking one, now adopted, or misappropriated, as a ceremonial headdress by the prelates (cardinals, archbishops and popes) of the Christian church. He raises his right hand along with the kulitu and kulullu, as they give thanks to the Tree of Life they are.

Together, they commune as a holy quaterna, with the sacred Tree honoured and included as a cosmic presence, a bringer of life, recognized in ancient traditions the world over. 

Their mother is Nammu of Sumer, the elemental water Dragon. Written with the ideogram for the primeval sea, she is described as “the mother who gave birth to heaven and earth.” As part of our cosmic lineage of Serpentine Womb Consciousness, Nammu represents our Sophia Dragon Mothers who birthed Gaia, infusing her with Dragon line frequencies of light. They gave birth to Dragon cultures, some still alive today, notably in eastern Asia. Ineffable and magnificent, their wombs gestate and birth the creations of Sophia, without end. 

Once Sumer fell to androcentric barbarism (ca. 3000 BCE), Tiamat, the saltwater Dragon, became Nammu’s successor in the newly formed state of Babylonia. By this time, kulitu and kulullu had already begun to be perverted and misappropriated into the cosmology of the ruling dark powers — the same dark forces ruling today. Iconography depicts them in subservient positions to Enki / Ea of Sumer / Babylon, lowered in devotion at the feet of the new gods of war. They are now beneath the powers-that-be, their vital Mer-essence retreating into dark depths. 

Tiamat would eventually be killed by Marduk, Babylonian “king of all the gods,” who restored “order” from “chaos” in the process. Chaos in his-story is often associated with Serpents, Darkness and the Feminine, the chthonic, watery womb world. Conquer “chaos,” and one rises and rules from above the baptismal, dissolving Waters of Life. 

Remaining in Mesopotamia, we discover the charming her-story of Atargatis, the Mermaid Goddess of Assyria (Syria), ca. 1000 BCE. Successor to her Sumerian Mer-family, she swam in the rivers, lakes and oceans of this region, inviting others to know her primordial heart womb essence, her beauty and intrigue, and fierce, protective maternal presence. Atargatis’s alluring, haunting soul essence sang the ancient fluid songs of her ancestors, and still does. 

Legend tells that, prior to being a Mermaid, she was a divinely embodied woman. One glorious day, she happened upon a handsome mortal shepherd named Hadad, with whom she fell in love on first sight. Her enchanting power, love and beauty were so strong that she transformed her beloved into a divine man, in which the starry heavens dwelt brightly. 

Blissfully enraptured they were by their earthly romance, indeed; that is, until a drastic event befell them, a misfortune or fortune depending on how you see it. Hadad, while tending to his flock, accidentally fell to his death over a cliff’s edge. Atargatis was utterly devastated, as you can imagine, and for months grieved and grieved without her pain subsiding the slightest. Overcome with unrelenting despair, she felt she could go on no longer, and tossed herself into a lake, allowing it to take her in full. 

Her tears now merged with the lake waters, as did her body and soul, a sacred offering to the Goddess, the moon and stars. Sinking into deepening darkness, with only a few breaths left in her, Atargatis was greeted by a curious school of fish. Excitedly, they swam around her in spiralling circles, knowing of her divine destiny, not as death, but new life. From devastated, limp, sunken human, the fish and holy waters magickally wove her a shimmering iridescent tail, and rebirthed Atargatis into the radiant Mermaid Goddess she still is today.  

So great was her influence in Mesopotamia, the Spirit of Atagartis flowed west into Greece, where she was known as Derketo; and further to Rome, where she became Dea Syria, Syrian Goddess. There, she continued to invite others into the Feminine Rebirthing Mysteries of the Waters of Life, and into the God/dess within. 

Heart,
it carries the words
tear and earth,

and tear
lies in water.

All four words
along with sacred
contain are,

reminding us of who we are
as loving humans,

beings
of the Sacred Waters.

Into the Atlantic currents we submerge ourselves, swimming north to the British Isles. As an oceanic region with ample shoreline, it’s no surprise that Merpeople consciousness came alive here, creatively and bravely nurtured over many generations. That there are almost 100 medieval churches in Britain and Ireland with Mermaids enshrined in stone reliefs, paintings, roof bosses, and more, is a testament to this vast mer-heritage. 

There is a popular folktale in Ireland about Thady Rua O’Dowd, the newly appointed chieftain. Honoured he was to be given such a venerable position, there was, however, one glaring issue: he had no significant other. A man of his responsibilities in a place and time of traditional values needs a beloved, ideally one whispering feminine wisdom into his inner ear and heart! 

One day, while strolling along the beach, Thady came upon a beautiful young maiden sitting on a rock. Wearing no clothes, with only a cloak concealing her lower fish-half, she sat peacefully, gazing upon the ocean sands and blue sky, combing her long, flowing golden hair, singing enchanting sea songs.

Thady, intuitive and wise, knew immediately she was a Mermaid. He approached her at once, as if summoned by the melodious sea angels! Without hesitation, he snatched away her magickal cloak, and her tail immediately transformed into legs. The Mermaid did not resist the slightest. It was to be, she felt, that Providence brought them together, sea and land; that she was to become a woman, wife and mother. Together, they walked off towards destiny; and thereafter, they were blessed by seven children.

It was years later that a great turning occurred. Thady decided he had to leave for a short while, and told his beloved of this. To make a long story short, during his absence, as if stirred by irrepressible Mermaid mischief and magick, she discovered that he had hidden her mystical cloak all these years — and where it was! He hid the cloak to ensure she would remain steadfast as devoted, terrestrial wife, and never return to her old ways of the sea. 

The longing for the sea, of the sea, however, had never left the former Mer-maiden’s oceanic heart womb. With an edge of determination, she found the cloak; and, in holding it close for the first time in years, she could no longer resist the sparkling sea songs that had never stopped calling.  

She gathered her seven children, and, with cloak in hand, walked back to the holy waters of her home. But upon coming closer to the shore, she realized they could not come with her. For it was her world, not their’s. All but one she turned into a granite boulder. These are, as the Irish call them, “The Children of the Mermaid,” and can be seen today. 

Into the Beloved Sea she returned, carrying her sweet youngest in her arms wrapped in her cloak, reborn to the charming innocence of her MerSoul.  

The British Isles have a wonderful her-story of Mermaid folklore, expressed, as mentioned, through an abundance of art and architecture. One of the oldest stone carvings of the Goddess can be found in the Norman Chapel of Durham Castle, England, built in 1078 by Saxon stonemasons. Southwest in beautiful Cornwall, inside the Church of St. Senara we find a mysterious wooden Mermaid chair. Believed to be about 600 years old, and made from oak, it’s designed with ornate carvings of the Goddess and a cushion stitched with fish patterns. The chair is said to commemorate an old folktale, which you can read here, or via the last link.

In Ireland we find the Mermaid enshrined at the Clonfert Cathedral (see last image), carved into the stone of the chancel arch. She holds her mirror and comb, two motifs associated with the Goddess regularly shown in her myriad artistic depictions. The mirror represents inner beauty, a reflection seen in the still waters of life. And the comb represents tending to this sensual beauty with love and care, caressing oneself in the pleasures of earthly life, including one’s sexuality. 

With our Goddess mirror and comb confidently in hand, we nourish and actualize what Riane Eisler elucidates in her wonderful book The Chalice & The Blade: 

“But in societies that conceptualized the supreme power in the universe as a Goddess, revered as the wise and just source of all our material and spiritual gifts, women would tend to internalize a very different self-image. With such a powerful role model they would tend to consider it both their right and their duty to actively participate and to take the lead… (and they) would tend to see themselves as competent, independent, and most certainly creative and inventive.”

But this has not been the experience of girls / women for much of his-story. In reading this caption associated with the Mermaid of Clonfert Castle, we feel the antiquated, painful shadows of a misogynistic, morally sterile religiosity, intolerant of the Goddess and her mirror and comb: 

“The sculpture is a reference to the patron of the cathedral, St. Brendan, as in his voyages he was said to have come across a dangerous mermaid who used her seductiveness to put men to sleep. It is a reminder for churchgoers to resist the temptation of sin.”

Another Mermaid carving, located at Kilcooley Abbey in Ireland (image below, as well), also served as a warning about the “sins of the flesh,” specifically, to Cistercian monks. Courted by two curious fish-friends, the Mermaid proudly holds her mirror and comb, symbols of the Goddess, symbols that churchianity twisted into representing vanity and weakness. 

The shadows of perverted patriarchal religiosity are thematic in Mermaid mythology; a painful living story whose waves still crash into us today, felt in the flesh, bone and blood of women, in particular, who intimately carry the wounds of their persecuted female ancestors. The Mermaid, though eulogized cross-culturally, has thus also been considered a dangerous omen of destruction and death. A sign of evil! 

For seafarers, she was the harbinger of storms and a sinking ship; her songs — the songs of the Siren, hypnotically drawing sailors and their vessels to the formidable rocky shores, and to the dark ocean floor. For those innocently walking along the shores of lakes and rivers, she was the malevolent seductress rising from the waters, and with overwhelming beauty and charm, luring hopelessly lustful men to their drowning death. 

Not only was she wild and mysterious, enchanting and beautiful, a magickal, mischievous charmer summoning men into forbidden temptation and doom, but God forbid, she was a woman! And the doctrine of churchianity had condemned all women in perpetuity centuries prior for the graven error in the Garden of Eden. For representing the original seductress, Eve!

“To the woman he said, ‘I will make your pains in childbearing very severe; with painful labor you will give birth to children. Your desire will be for your husband, and he will rule over you.’” (Genesis 3:16)

As an act of collective punishment, all women thereafter suffered the burden of Eve’s original sin. Each one to this day, according to orthodox theology, are of the cursed spirit of the “First Woman.” 

Sex became dirty and taboo, and women in the medieval period, especially beautiful ones, had to be careful not to appear sensual or sexual, empowered by their beauty and body. Their comb and mirror had to remain in their pockets, or at home, ideally destroyed and forgotten. Lest they be seductive as Eve and the wily serpent were, tempting, if not sorcerous-like, to weak men, directing them to ill fate — to the bottom of the ocean! 

(This is why Christians today identify as “conservative.” It’s a deeply held survival identity with roots in intergenerational trauma and programming. For more, please watch my video When it’s safer to be a lie.)

Flesh, like Mother Earth, was for heathens, for witches, those that deny the path out of sin, a righteous path leading through the glorious gates of the House of God, and to the glories of the Great Redeemer, Christ the Lord and Saviour. Ahh men!

“But I say, walk by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the flesh. For the desires of the flesh are against the Spirit, and the desires of the Spirit are against the flesh.” (Galatians 5:16-17)

Mermaids are pure embodiments of womanly flesh, heathenous earth, the heavens and Feminine Mysteries, all woven into one — a dangerous antithesis of churchianity! Their fish-tail represents the mysteries of the primordial waters, and their upper body our sacred humanity. They reflect the marriage of the two, hieros gamos, ironically, like the Holy Cross does. This sacred marriage, realized outside the purview of religious powers, has been a threat to the mighty church whose power and rule has depended on our disembodiment, our separation, our perceived sinfulness — a split that can and must purely be reconciled through “God’s holy waters.” Only through the rites of churchianity can we be “born again.” 

With this monopoly on spiritual rebirth (and God) — a “rebirth” that requires no vulnerable, mystical death, we hand power to their singular pathway to heaven, while turning against the timeless Feminine Mysteries in our body, soul, Mother Earth and the Goddess. 

Demonizing the Mermaid Goddess and women, and, by extension, the flesh of our bodies and earth, is essential to this deceptive, tyrannical, androcentric power-grab.

“What is seen with the eyes of the Creator is masculine, and not feminine, for God does not stoop to look upon what is feminine and of the flesh.” ~ Selecta in Exodum (Fragments on Exodus), Patrologia Graeca 12, Column 296–297

Following the currents southward, we splash into the continent of Africa, which holds a rich history of Mermaid lore. There, within the Yoruba spiritual tradition, we meet the dark-skinned Mermaid Goddess Yemaya. Meaning “Mother Whose Children are the Fish,” she is characterized by pure maternal instincts, innocence, the playful joy of a child (she loves to dance with Dolphins!), as well as fierceness — a necessary quality for all protective parents, especially in today’s world! 

“Yemaya is the ultimate protector of women, the home, creation and fertility. She is a nurturing, motherly entity who comforts, protects and cleanses her ‘children,’ making her the perfect goddess to seek comfort from. It was believed that she could heal and cure everything from difficult emotions to infertility.” 

Yemaya can be seen wearing shimmering pearls — a jewel also associated with Quan Yin — the cowrie shell and crescent moon. Cowrie shells cross-culturally symbolize the vulva; and the crescent moon is associated with our feminine essence and divination. When the crescent moon has its curve at the top, it symbolizes the sacred womb; and when beneath, the lunar horns we see on Goddesses like Inanna, Ishtar and Diana. 

Another Mermaid Goddess in Africa is Mami Wata, the water spirit. Dark-skinned and adorned with a Snake, she is the patroness of fertility, a magickal healer, the bringer of blessings for earthly and heavenly life. Like all other Mermaid Goddesses, she is also the Great Rebirther.

When reading this author’s summary of her, feel into the encoded secrets and essence of the Feminine Mysteries: “Mami Wata is known for abducting her followers or random people, while they are swimming or fishing. She takes them to her spiritual world and/or underwater. If her followers return back to the human world, their clothes are dry with a newfound understanding of the spiritual world.” 

Mami Wata is the chalice-bearer, the baptizer, the annoitrix of holy waters. She submerges the initiate, guiding him into dark then light, to his hard-won resurrection, his emergence “back to the human world,” now merged in sacred form with the Amniotic Divine.  

Alas, swimming eastward, we reach our final destination on the Tour de Mermaid in central and southeastern Asia. We peer into the old pages of the sacred Ramayana, the Hindu epic written ca. 3000 BCE by legendary Indian poet Valmiki. Popular in India, Myanmar, Thailand, Indonesia, and elsewhere, the Ramayana has many versions of its famous myth of heroism. Here is my telling of one of those versions involving the Golden Suvannamaccha. 

It begins with Hanuman, the Hindu half-human, half-monkey deity, and his army of anthropomorphic monkeys known as Vanaras, being sent on a mission to rescue Princess Sita from the power-hungry demon-king Ravana. As a devotee of Prince Rama, Sita’s husband, and as General of the army, it is Hanuman’s great honour to bring the revered Princess home. Considered a perfect yogi, possessing eight siddhis, or “mystic perfections,” Hanuman is more than capable!

One rock at a time, Hanuman and his army build a bridge to the island of Lanka where Sita is imprisoned in Ravana’s palace. Hanuman, however, begins to notice a strange repeating occurrence — rocks disappearing! Brave and bold, the General plunges deep into the mysterious womb waters to investigate. 

There, in the sparkling seas, lo and behold, Hanuman discovers a great surprise: the enchanting Golden Mermaid Suvannamaccha! As Mermaids can, and are meant to, the beautiful Suvannamaccha draws Hanuman deeper into the dark, quiet ocean, and into her body, heart, and still Goddess essence. 

Merging with Suvannamaccha, Hanuman dissolves into the deepest Womb Mysteries of Life — of Love, where everything ends, and everything begins. 

In the Sea of the Beloved, Hanuman awakens his denied, immanent lover, and the Golden Feminine Treasures of his Soul. Engulfed by waves of love and bliss, the warrior softens, as does the serious devotee. The passions of sexual alchemy melt Hanuman’s armor into the light of sensuous amour, the Golden Truth of his esoteric, oceanic nature. Tantric sacred marriage with the Goddess births in him what no other spiritual discipline has. 

Indeed, the Feminine Treasures of his diaphanous Soul, lost and buried at sea, rise and come to light. The Treasures lost to Hinduism, Buddhism, Christianity, Judaism, Islam, and the wider, secular world, clouded by the doctrine of cold, dry masculinity, settled for swimming in shallow, familiar waters. 

Spending his remaining Golden years with Suvannamaccha, saturated by the blissful pleasures of The Beloved, even becoming a father to a son named Macchanu, Hanuman fulfils his true mission: 

Not of rescuing Princess Sita,
but emancipating the Treasured Goddess within
into Moksha, 

a sacred embodiment
of the amniotic Ocean of Life, 

that is Mer. 

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In returning to the still Ocean depths ourselves, we come to understand how and why the Feminine Mysteries — their beauty and enchantment, their timeless rebirthing mysteries — were profaned and lost, sunken deep in forgotten places. We take to heart how the sacred waters of the wells, springs, rivers, lakes and oceans were stolen from the Goddess, who presided over them, and handed to the rising masculine dominator class. 

The Waters of Life have been systematically poisoned not only of their physical purity, but their rebirthing womb wisdom and magick, poured forth from the aforementioned Goddess vessels. Like women, overtime, the waters became a commodity, property to own and control, so to keep our immanent Feminine Treasures submerged, and have us turn towards the gods of false light and shallow baptism. 

With this deep loss and disconnect, water was seen with physical eyes, felt and tasted with the body, but not imbibed by the feminine soul. Our human form, turned dirty, if not evil, could no longer be the sacred vessel it’s divinely designed to be. It wasn’t safe to hold and pour forth our Mer-essence, as children teach us to do with joy. 

Indeed, by vilifying the Patroness & Guardian of the Holy Waters and its ancient Womb Wisdom, and women in general, and claiming these waters as their own, the dark ones succeeded in forcing us away from the ancient rebirthing mysteries of the Goddess, through which we realize ourselves as sovereign and divine. As Oceanic Sophia without end.  

Death, for our overlords, the greatest fear of all, was “conquered.” 

And yet despite this adversity, our thirst, our longing never completely disappeared. It stayed alive in our invincible heart wombs and pure water spirits, if only quietly. It has sung us home, year after year, as a crystalline ocean current transcendent of this human saga, flowing through our unconquerable Mermaid mythologies and Goddess cultures, and through our hearts and bodies. 

And so it is, that the Mermaid Goddess sings to you now, for it is time. She enchants and excites your sweet, tender longing, your oceanic heart womb essence, as she guides your ceremonial rebirth into The Beloved you are. 

The immaculate Ocean
is the Body of Christ, Buddha,
of Sophia,

and of you, as well,

we are forever married
in our fluid nature,
no matter where or how you swim,

ever ebbing and flowing
into dark and light
as endless Love.

Healing & Activation Ceremony

Gaze into my shimmering tail
and you’ll see far more than
green, blue, pink and gold.

For, my tail carries
every radiant colour of Sophia,

a reflection of your irredescent Rainbow Soul,
and the infinite Treasures
of the Goddess.

In this sacred ceremony, you commune with the boundless Oversoul of the Cosmic Mermaid Goddess. She supports you to release your dark story, and the painful imprints held in your DNA, nervous system, heart and soul. The Goddess draws you deep into her Oceanic Heart Womb and initiates your heroic dissolution and rebirth. Open to her loving arms, you rise anew into your luminous soul, as an embodied Feminine Treasure here to birth our destined Golden Age.  

You remember, at a cellular-soul level, the Mermaid Goddess in you, and the Feminine Treasures that are your divine birthright, existing in both genders. This remembrance is somatically experienced through spiritual DNA activation — by birthing the crystalline light codes of your soul’s genetic universe that represent your immanent Goddess of the Seas. 

Making up the divine blueprint of your Higher Self, the full spectrum of your Soul Code lays nestled against your biological DNA, with most dormant at this time. You carry within you the complete Blueprint of Creation, a sacred, holographic inheritance that includes the angelic codes of the Mermaid Goddess. All the divine qualities she represents are inherent to you as well, encoded in equal measure and unique expression. They include being bold, playful, curious, mischievous, wild, juicy, sensual, sexual, orgasmic, delightful, beautiful, creative, magickal, abundant, fierce, feisty and strong. Inasmuch as you are open to the Goddess’s ceremonial transmission, these qualities birth from the subatomic ocean of your soul. 

Your Mermaid Goddess codes also store the timeless wisdom of the ancient Womb Mysteries that many of Earth’s mystery schools held. When these codes are activated, a Mer-gnosis awakens, a heart womb understanding of these ancient rebirthing mysteries.  

Significant to the twinkling Goddess is how her transmission de-lights your Inner Star Child. With help from the list of divine qualities mentioned above, we can see how childlike Mermaids are. Your Inner Star Child longs to swim free in Wild Seas as the Mermaid Goddess does, and with her! To be curious, mischievous, playful, fierce, magickal and bold; to dance and celebrate life with others, like Dolphins, as she does so care-freely!

These Feminine Treasures of living and loving are as natural to your Inner Star Child as they are to the Goddess. Children show us by how much they feel at home in wild, wide open spaces, and when moving sinuously as fluid embodiments of the Ocean. Hence, little ones instinctively meandering, twisting, turning, spiralling and bouncing — spontaneously moving as the untamed currents of life, just like a Mermaid in Wild Seas!

The Mermaid Goddess also speaks to your Inner Star Child’s imagination that knows there is far more to life, and ourselves, than what we see and are told. She reminds us of our starry innocence, the magick-maker and dream-weaver, and that everything is possible! That her sparkling tail radiates all the colours of our Rainbow Soul — our true colours — reminds us of who we truly are, and to not settle for the shadows of this world. “Risk! Explore! Play! Joyously be your full-bodied, colourful Self, without end!” she exclaims, time and again.

This is what children long and need to hear, a permission to be Colourfully & Cosmically alive!

For these reasons and more, there is a deep, heartfelt resonance your little one inside has with the Mermaid Goddess. This pure, sparkling resonance, this feeling she brings of Magickal Home, is what makes her a powerful and safe source of healing and activation for your Inner Star Child. With support from the Goddess, your childlike nature can emerge from the shadows of Ocean Life, and merge with your adult awareness to greater fullness. 

A direct transmission from the Mermaid Goddess makes all this possible, and more. Crystalline codes synonymous with her transmission — your Mermaid codes — experience a beautiful, resonant I remember feeling, bringing divine qualities to life, and igniting an embodied, heartfelt realization that this Mer-essence is your own. With this awakening, your body, mind and heart are rebirthed and uplifted by the sacred Mermaid consciousness of your Soul. 

This awakened Feminine consciousness is immediately picked up by the receptors of your neurons. Your inner Celestial Mermaid swims more fully and freely through your neural streams, while also creating new liquid light neurological pathways of your Ocean Soul. Your Mer-consciousness expands in sacred embodiment, empowering you to flow with the currents of life, your childlike nature, and your ancient heart womb wisdom. 

Working in tandem with Mermaid Goddess code activation, or empowerment, is quantum healing. Her transmission transmutes painful memories, trauma imprints and programming, compromising vows and oaths, spanning lifetimes and generations. Again, this occurs to the degree you are ready.

Via the link further down, you are guided to set healing empowerment intentions on anything you want. Here are a few examples of beliefs you may hold that the Mermaid Goddess can partially or fully liberate you from by transmuting their underlying trauma / energy matrix: 

• I have to be good, obedient or strong (to survive)
• It’s bad or wrong to put myself first
• I’m not good enough or worthy
• I’m unloveable
• It’s weak or unsafe to feel the watery depths of my emotional body — my em-ocean
• It’s unsafe / bad / wrong / weak to be soft, gentle, vulnerable, tender, open
• Sexual energy is unsafe
• Wild sexual expression is bad or sinful
• Touch or being touched is unsafe
• I don’t deserve to be touched or held
• The body or flesh is bad / sinful
• It’s unsafe / I’m unworthy to be desired or desirable
• I’m not beautiful
• It’s unsafe to speak my truth / express my needs and desires
• Magick, ritual, ceremony, Earth-Nature communion, paganism, witchcraft is dangerous or sinful
• It’s bad or sinful to be curious, ask questions, dream or wonder
• It’s wrong or unsafe to be wild, creative, magickal, mischievous or playful
• I don’t deserve to be a Goddess in the world / a female or male embodied in the Feminine Mysteries 
• If I’m powerful, I may hurt another
• If I’m powerful, I may get hurt

For more on the last two beliefs, common to our world, please watch my video, “Uncoupling Fear from Power.”

Of particular importance to the Mermaid Goddess is her compassionate desire to heal sexual trauma and transmute negative sexual programming. So much of our collective wounding arises from sexual violation during childhood, or in our later years. Studies reveal that 1 in 4 girls and 1 in 6 boys have been sexually abused. These numbers are likely higher due to memory loss or fear of speaking the truth. There is also the programming spread through Hollywood, video games, pornography, social media, and toxic school curricula (& here) that hyper-sexualizes and perverts children and adults, an agenda ultimately socially engineered by the pedophilic, satanic ruling class — the dark forces. Religious indoctrination has also played a major role in the viral programming, causing us to couple sexuality and our body with shame or indignity; and, through fear, leading us to deny our sexual power, and thus The Beloved. 

Sexual trauma and its concomitant belief systems keep our Shakti kundalini life-force coiled at the base, hidden in the dark ocean depths of our psyche. A distorted imbalance in our sacral chakra towards avoidance / contraction, or towards over-active, unfulfilling sexual promiscuity, is also a common symptom. Sexual trauma and programming also wounds our sacred rose heart, closing and stiffening its petals, causing us to turn from our innocence and natural desire to experience sensual pleasure, with another or ourselves. 

By receiving advanced healing from the Mermaid Goddess, many of these shadow imprints can dissolve. Energetic distortions causing impotence, inhibition, disinterest, body image issues, addiction, difficulty with orgasm, and thin boundaries melt into The Sea of Love. Emotions like fear, grief, shame, hatred, anger and rage arising from having given up your Wild Femininity — from having denied or betrayed your Mermaid Goddess, are given back to the Goddess Ocean, in sacred dissolution. A ceremonial offering of completion, on behalf of your ancestors. 

These offerings alchemize into forgiveness, beauty and love, and into the aforementioned Feminine Treasures that include sexual vitality and expression. Sensuously and orgasmically, your sacral chakra and sacred rose heart can soften, spiral open, and merge into love and playfulness, marrying you, in blissful union, with The Beloved. 

The Mermaid Goddess wants you to remember that this as your natural state, your divine inheritance born from Sophia’s holy black womb. You were conceived in immaculate, ecstatic love, and, as such, born as a perfect holographic reflection of this infinite love. This Holy Truth, in all its glory, and as absolutely invincible, is the essence of your Holy Spirit; a Mer-essence that de-lights your encoded Feminine Treasures from within.   

Embodying this Sophianic inheritance in your fluid form is why the passionate Mermaid Goddess comes now in this ceremony. Just as I communed with her, moving me to ecstatic tears, she wishes for you to merge with and calibrate to her celestial sea consciousness, to The Beloved; such that you are reborn anew to your Feminine Treasures, the Beloved MerSoul you are.  

Via the link below you are guided to set healing empowerment intentions for anything you want, whether in the context of physical, emotional, mental or spiritual. Nothing is too much to ask from the Queen of the Cosmic Seas.

Most of all, trust your heart, the whispers calling from sweet Ocean Mysteries. 

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