A powerful online ceremony for embracing the possibilities only found in darkness, and returning to the innocence of still peace
- Date/Time: To be rescheduled in the near future. Feel free to to my newsletter for updates and check out my scheduled ceremonies
- Can’t attend?: You can still receive the healing & activation if not on Zoom
- Cost: $77 CDN
- Minimum age to receive the healing & activation: 9 years ~ please read the FAQ’s pertaining to children
- Minimum age to attend on Zoom: The legal age of majority (adulthood) in the country you reside in
- Further Details & Registration: Please click the link at the bottom
Know that it is the womb
from which all beings arise;
the universe is born within me,
and within me will be destroyed.
~ Bhagavad Gita
“In the moment betwixt the breathing in and the breathing out is hidden all the mysteries…” ~ The Essene Gospel of Peace
“Naked I came from my mother’s womb, and naked I shall return.” (Job 1:21)
Sophia’s black womb is the primordial space from which everything is born, and to which everything returns. From within the Holy of Holies of this peaceful, still presence the First Ray of pearlescent white light was born, sung into life by the original birthing cry of Om. This light then exploded into a multiplicity of uniquely encoded living languages that form the Blueprint of Creation. They include colour, sound and sacred geometry, frequencies of unconditional love that conceive and animate life, and weave it together into a limitless mosaic of perfect beauty and harmony.
This primordial light is Christ consciousness, also known as Buddha consciousness, in its Divine Feminine and Masculine essence. Christians and others have misunderstand Biblical scripture referring to the “One Begotten Son,” believing this conception to be Jesus, when in truth it is Christ light, the One born from Sophia’s womb — the “One Begotten” Sun-light, the First Ray of the Great Central Sun or Primordial Star. As sons and daughters of the Most High, we are all children of Sophia, the Divine Mother of All Life, or God. We are One Light, as ancient civilizations knew and quantum physicists are discovering.
And yet, we are also beings of unfathomable darkness, as the Chinese Yin Yang symbol of duality reminds us. Made in the image and likeness of Sophia, our “dark side” is the black womb we, too, have in essence. This primordial Divine Feminine consciousness perfectly reflects and is one with the Divine Mother’s. There are no limits to its — our — capacity to immaculately conceive and birth realities as Sophia ceaselessly does, or to rest in perfect stillness.
Our black womb contains the same still zero-point of Creation, the ineffable peace called Shanti in Hinduism, the peace that passeth all understanding. When we give our final exhale and our body comes to rest, we return to the diaphanous light of Sophia’s love. But for some souls, they come home to the primordial ground of being where it all started, deep in the heart of Sophia’s black womb, at peace as no-thing.
“When the world pushes you to your knees, you are in the perfect position to pray.” ~ Rumi
This ceremony is an invitation to awaken your holy black womb, at one with Sophia’s, and soften into its mysteries. Sophia’s Dark Mother transmission activates the quiet existence of your womb consciousness from within your subatomic universe. Born in your heart and human awareness is this ancient presence, the stillness, acceptance, peace and wisdom found only in darkness.
There is much to learn in darkness that we do our best to avoid. There is womb wisdom to embrace when the familiar gets clouded over and the sun comes down, leaving us “in the dark.” Most, as one would expect, prefer busy routines of predictable living over the uncertainties that come when things suddenly don’t go our way. Despite our best efforts to control, structure and “solidify” (materialize) our lives, life has a way of undoing our nicely packaged plans. It has something else in mind for us, something that we need, but don’t necessarily want, at least not now.
The seasons of challenge, change and endings, like the great unsettling season humanity is in now, ensure we don’t fall asleep to, and settle for, the illusions of certainty, things, and humdrum “normal.” Dark nights of the soul, personal and collective, initiate us into womb consciousness and the possibilities its holds — rebirth, a greater remembrance of who we are, what really matters in our hearts, and what we long for most.
This points to the teachings of emptiness prevalent in Buddhism, an ineffable, boundless spaciousness or mystery we fundamentally are. Emptiness is the space of no-thing, a disorienting experience for the ego you are likely familiar with. Life, it feels like, is letting you down, or abandoning you. You are neither here, nor there. The winter season of your heart has arrived, summoning you deeper into the Unknown, into the still zero-point that all vital endings return us to. What once was — a relationship, job, your health, your sense of self, or beliefs about life — is suddenly in question, falling away, or gone.
“I don’t know what to believe anymore,” you say, in shock, frustration, fear and grief. You don’t know what to believe because the believer is being emptied, let down into the crucible of dissolving darkness.
There is no spiritual growth without courageous emptying, inside and out. Mother Nature and evolution reveal the archetypal rhythms of dark and light through continuous cycles of death and rebirth, emptying and filling. Each moment, in every direction, Nature teaches us that death feeds life. Jesus taught this sacrificial wisdom upon the cross, and through the following poetic words: “Very truly I tell you, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds. Anyone who loves their life will lose it…” (John 12:24,25). And Khalil Gibran, in his beautiful book The Prophet, shares this teaching: “For what is it to die, but to stand in the sun and melt into the wind? And when the Earth has claimed our limbs, then we shall truly dance.”
We, as vulnerable human beings, much prefer beginnings over endings, certainty over uncertainty, holding on over letting go, staying together over falling apart. We cling to idealized illusions of happiness, permanence and success taught by authorities and “entertainment” that create a spiritually immature, shallow and unfulfilling existence. We cling to the point of being addicted to complacency, victimhood and duality.
We cling, because we’re terrified of death.
Circumvented are vulnerable depths felt only when we finally slow and still, and question and empty what we thought true. Surrendering to widening cracks made by vulnerability, uncertainty and loss, we discover them to be our friends in disguise. They invite us down and in — into our waiting body and heart. They summon us to bow to the dark night, the fertile black womb of our soul, what we’ve been searching for all along. In the stillness of no-thing, we are reborn into new depths and heights of love, wisdom, compassion, the endless life we are.
Death feeds life. The kernel is sacrificed for the sacred.
Sometimes,
the most
compassionate
thing that can happen
is for life as we know it
to end,
so the gift of life we are,
and quietly long for,
can come alive,
radiantly, beautifully so.
There is no becoming a Master of Light without becoming a Master of Darkness. Every brave sojourn into worlds of form is our opportunity to learn and evolve further through dark’s endless teachings. Sowing deeper into our raw humanity, and its mysterious, fertile unknowns, we flower anew, higher into the light of our Christ Self. Walking away from familiar grounds and into our tomb-womb, we dissolve like the heroic caterpillar and open our angelic wings to heavenly flight!
In black womb spaces, we dissolve to evolve into greater love, ultimately only to remember ourselves as eternal emptiness, an emptiness that knows, yet humbly dies to uncertainty, again and again, an emptiness that is, above all else, peace.
Solve is in dis-solve,
with love quietly whispering
in its final four letters,
emptying us
of our painful illusions
into the silent womb
of no-thing.
Within and beyond, womb consciousness breathes as the one body of Sophia Christ. This primordial Dark Mother intelligence is the dreamy night that dreams the dreamer into a dawn of new possibility. She is the heart of celestial nurseries that birth stars and of temple tomb-wombs that birth Star Beings. She cradles seeds and births seedlings, carries the embryo through gestation into the light, and guides us as adults through our own initiatory birth canals.
Perceiving from our human and divine sight, we realize how much Sophia’s black womb beautifully exists throughout life — including in you. This primordial Divine Feminine spirit that dissolves and rebirths is encoded in your holographic soul, whose womb consciousness is one with Sophia’s.
This ceremony initiates you into awakening your Dark Mother power, and the possibilities it holds to rebirth you and life. Working with your intentions and higher self, Sophia’s Dark Mother Rays transmute, or empty, trauma and programming spanning lifetimes and generations that veil you from your black womb consciousness. Painful imprints causing you to hold on in fear, to self-control to cope and survive, can soften and let go, creating quantum space for your inner Dark Mother to animate your humanity.
As a living fractal of Sophia, you perfectly mirror Her Dark Mother consciousness and womb birthing powers. You have every divine quality She has that is of dark and light. This sacred inheritance is uniquely encoded in the fabric of your being that extends infinitely in all directions. You are life without limits. You are everywhere and now here (no-where), with these encoded genetic potentials nestled against the full length of your biological DNA. Most are inactive at this time, waiting to birth into life.
In this ceremony, Sophia’s Dark Mother Rays activate the genetic codes specific to your womb consciousness and its divine capacity to conceive, birth and midwife life. Inasmuch as you are open, your heart, mind and body are rebirthed with the Dark Mother of your soul. She streams through and supercharges your meridians and neural pathways, even creating new branches carrying this divinity.
Animated by this consciousness, you have greater access to the qualities of your inner Dark Mother. They include the following, some of which we’ll explore in greater detail shortly:
- infinite birthing powers and capacity to command miracles on Earth
- intimate understanding of, and appreciation for, the ancient rhythms of life that create and destroy, that birth life through death
- less resistance, and more clarity and acceptance, as you move through your own birth canals, your dark nights of the soul
- greater capacity to empower others in their mystical death and rebirth without the need to save them
- feeling less fear and more trust as the world faces its great ending and beginning
- inner resources that empower you to midwife our difficult collective rebirth
- infinite dark wisdom found only in no-thing; when we surrender our ideas of how life ought to be
- which leads to deep acceptance for life as it is
- and profound peace, perfectly at home in the dark
Embracing your still, black womb at one with Sophia’s, you return to something else, so beautifully important.
That you were born
in the Truth
of Original Innocence,
you are
everlasting Innocence,
in Truth.
Opening to Sophia’s Dark Mother Rays in this ceremony initiates your return to Original Innocence — in-essence. Original Innocence is the holy blueprint of Sophia’s black womb from which Her immaculate light conceptions are born. This includes you.
Just as children are born in pure innocence in the dark womb of their loving mothers, souls are born in innocence in Sophia’s black womb. We never leave, in Truth. Our souls forever root in the still, fertile ground of Sophia’s black womb, just as trees remain rooted in the dark soil of our Earth Mother — her innocence, in which they are born.
And so no matter how far you stray down shadowy roads or believe yourself to be anything but innocent, no matter how hard the winds blow, you remain rooted in this Truth, innocent of all things — because you are no-thing, in Truth. Falling into darkness and ideas of being unworthy, not good enough, or flawed — what religion wants us to believe, cannot tarnish or remove you from your Original Innocence.
That’s the thing about Divine Truth — it’s invincible! All shame constructs and fear frequencies are but shadows to Light, illusions to Truth, a Light of Truth ultimately rooted in the Original Innocence of Sophia’s black womb.
Opening to this Truth by courageously opening your heart, you return to the innocence you’ve always been. Your sacred heart, more than any other facet of your being, is divinely designed to feel and know your unbounded innocence, to share it with others, and emanate this Truth to the world.
You have many lifetimes to achieve this, to make this declaration of innocence before your Self, and Sophia, and embrace the Master of Light & Dark you are. You have many lifetimes to remember, in your heart, the Truth of who you are. All the while, Sophia remembers your Original Innocence for you. At one with your Holy Spirit, She sings the Songs of Remembrance to you in infinite ways; songs of unconditional love birthed from Her womb, making this primordial space a heart womb.
There is no birthing of you, and all of life, without immaculate love. There is no seeing you in the Truth of your Original Innocence, no matter your choices, without this holy, unchanging love.
As mothers know, love is, above all, the greatest force from which to conceive, birth and celebrate life, to sing a child into existence. Though parents are regularly tested, frustrated and angry at times, their steadfast love is stronger than any emotion that would separate them from their child, and thus the love that forever unites two into One. It’s a love that stands the tests of time.
The stronger this love grows in our hearts as parents and non-parents, the more capable we are of seeing children, and all others, in their highest light, no matter how much they have forgotten. With enough heart-opening and soul activation, we, as perfect mirrors of Sophia’s heart womb, perceive and love all as She does.
This is mastery, and this is a divine love we’re ready to birth from within.
Opening to our Original Innocence in our heart, we naturally become more forgiving of ourselves and others. We stop fighting so much, because we stop fighting and resisting who we are. We stop judging, because how can one judge the immaculate Innocence of Sophia true to all, innocent of all things?
Instead of fighting, resisting and judging, we exhale and forgive, soften and let go. We smile, laugh and grieve. Things don’t matter as much anymore, if at all, because we remember who we are, in-essence, as Mater — Mother, innocent of all matter.
With time, and Sophia’s loving support, we release our identification with the dream of this material world, and the false self born from matter that believes itself unworthy, not good enough, or flawed. We remember ourselves as timeless Christ light not of this world, but in it, and deserving of All Life as a pure child of Sophia.
And beyond, with enough healing, activation and surrender, we return home to the peaceful innocence we are, at one with Sophia’s black womb, where all comes to beautiful rest.
Awakening from the dream of form
and into the Truth of no-thing,
we can contemplate
more deeply
the esoteric meanings within,
“Much to do about nothing.”
Embracing your inner Dark Mother, at one with Sophia, you are empowered to consciously navigate the loss, uncertainty and possibilities of this planet’s great winter season — our collective dying and rebirth into a Golden Age.
Humanity’s rebirth cannot be accomplished by fighting darkness or rescuing others, so much of which is our own projection. Given the magnitude of suffering, the power the dark forces have, and their accelerating dystopian AI agenda, we are being called, as light workers and masters, to draw upon a power within that the demonic have no power against — our primordial heart womb consciousness, and its infinite expressions of Christ light.
It’s going to take a Love of Sophianic Order to dissolve the fear frequencies controlling this planet and its people. This ceremony is intended to activate this revolution through you at a time when your heart womb frequencies are most needed.
Your inner Dark Mother is here to guide you during these extraordinary times. She sees and honours the quiet womb wisdom in the collective dark night, and its ancient intelligence that dissolves and rebirths. She doesn’t join the chaos as fighter or rescuer, She doesn’t interfere. Rather, your inner Dark Mother holds compassionate space from within the still, heart-womb centre of the global storm. She holds space for all that comes with our labour pains, our messy rite of passage through the birth canal. Your inner Dark Mother does so, while emanating Her heart womb frequencies through Her / your body — a miraculous body designed to birth miracles!
Your body is a stargate like no other. As your divinely encoded genes activate, you embody, to greater measure, the unique Star Being you are. Your 50 trillion cells, each of which is a stargate, and your meridians, chakras (also stargates), and nervous system come alive to your Holy Spirit. They vibrate together, in unison, as a magickal symphony of pranic life force. With activation and integration, the power of your stargate grows to transmit heart womb frequencies, near and far.
Your sacred heart is the cardinal stargate for this holy transmission. Above all, it’s through your heart that the primordial love of Sophia’s black womb is self-realized and birthed through you, into the world.
Heart-to-heart with other light workers and masters, you birth a transmutational field of Divine Feminine Christ light that surrounds the planet, what I call the Christ Grid of Light. This unified field dissolves toxic fear frequencies or alchemizes them into pure consciousness, clearing and upgrading “the air,” so to speak. Scared, lost and confused souls can calibrate to the circumglobal grid more easily. Something sparks alive within them for the first time in months or years. Suddenly, they feel their hearts more deeply, they hear the Songs of Remembrance calling. Not necessarily with conscious awareness, they begin to make life-giving choices they wouldn’t have otherwise. They draw new opportunities to them, and walk along timeless of greater light and love.
The Christ Grid of Light is indeed our collective, harmonized Songs of Remembrance, birthed from our holy heart wombs, at one with Sophia. Like Sophia’s black womb, they are songs of silence having infinite power to command miracles and bring Heaven to Earth. How wonderful it is to imagine that pure, empty silence, the space of no-thing, has the absolute power to birth absolutely everything! I reflect upon the importance of simplicity and slowing down; and how we are most authentic and powerful in still silence. For, still silence is who we are. Being present to this simple aliveness can feel vulnerable at times, not just when alone, but when seen in the power and beauty of our Original Innocence.
And so it is, that no effort or action is ultimately needed to contribute to the Grid of Light in this mystical way; a Way that mirrors all the great sages before us who’ve fully embodied stillness and live simple lives; and a Way that mirrors the Angels On High who continuously broadcast heart womb frequencies omni-directionally. These are their Songs of Remembrance sung across the Multiverse, their ongoing prayers that strengthen the Cosmic Christ Grid of Light existing in all directions. Indeed, rather than by any doing, you birth your heavenly heart womb frequencies by your very being; just by being loving You!
How else can we birth the Golden Age other than from within? The very thing the world needs, and that you are searching for, is You — your sovereign divinity birthed into sacred embodiment!
In fulfilling this divine destiny, you realize your body’s esoteric and miraculous purpose: to house the entire Cosmos, the Cosmic Soul you are; to bring your Christed Self onto Earth, making your body the true Church of God/dess it’s designed to be!
Via the link at the bottom, you are encouraged to set healing empowerment intentions for anything you want. Nothing is too much to ask from Sophia in regards to mental, emotional, physical, or spiritual concerns / goals. For added support in clarifying your intentions, please consider reading this article on childhood trauma and my Sacred Divine Mother ceremony description.
For now, I leave you with these words.
In sweet surrender,
ancient knowing stirs awake,
timeless Truths speaking
from your holy black womb,
reminding you:
It’s safe to not know,
and to rest in this innocence you are.
And that in being emptied
of all beginnings and endings,
all you think you are
and believe true,
you open to all possibilities.
Paradoxically,
in returning to
no-thing,
you remember yourself as
everything.
In falling apart,
you fall in love.
This is your place of belonging.
This is home.
Click here for further details and registration. I also invite you to read my poem: Can You Be Here in the Emptiness?