A Global Crucifixion: Truth, Heartbreak & Humanity’s Heroic Ascension into a Golden Age
Soul evolution and maturity depend on how well we courageously open to and embody the full-spectrum of the human journey. Along with feeling uplifting emotions like joy and expressing creative gifts, we have come to experience vulnerability, our raw humanity, the heartbreak that awaits us all that pain, suffering and truth initiate us into. Hundreds, if not thousands of incarnations into planets, bodies and stories afford us the opportunity to gradually give ourselves to each, and thus our Holy Cross. There is no transcendence of the world, no divine union, no Higher Truth, without surrendering to our heartbreak-induced crucifixion. It’s why we are here, and what we long for more than anything — to open our Holy Heart, claim our resurrection body, and ascend to higher, […]
Take Your Childhood Adversity Seriously & You Take a Stand for and Love Your Inner Child
The cradle of love is the cradle of belonging, the beginning and the end, and everything in-between, from which a child grows and to which s/he returns, nourished, held, forever bathed by the unspoken. The healing journey asks that we take seriously the confronting truths of our childhood adversity, which is not easy. Owning the raw, uncompromised truth of what happened surfaces unexpected emotions and sensations, such as anger, sadness, shame and pain — feelings we learned were not safe to feel, and that most people in our disembodied world have no interest in accommodating. These are the feelings we had to keep at bay to survive the harsh realities of our childhood. Suppress the feelings and we suppress the truth that mom was neglectful, […]
Activating Light Codes ~ The Genetic Seeds of Your Soul’s Cosmic Garden
From the fertile darkness of earthen consciousness, we rise into the crystalline light of our divinity, we bloom together, reaching for and returning to the One Sun we are, our unified radiant Soul calling us home Your Divine Garden “As above, so below, as within, so without, as the universe, so the soul…” ~ Hermes Trismegistus, the Second Hermetic Principle Imagine your DNA as a vast field of soil. So extensive, that if you took the DNA from your trillions of cells and laid it out from one end to another, it would reach the sun and back an astonishing 300 times, or wrap around the earth’s equator 2.5 million times. It’s hard to fathom that we have such a voluminous genetic field of intelligence within […]
A Perfect Storm: The Higher Learning and Soul Wisdom in our Escalating Global Suffering
Lifetimes of trauma and programming form distortions in identity, certain ways of being and thinking that create safety. Being a certain way, such as pleasing, tough, good or smart, compels us to want life to be a certain way, again, for safety. Inner control creates illusions of outer control, projections from fear, which make it difficult to trust and flow with the full-spectrum rhythms of life. I’ve made it abundantly clear that the virus- and vaccine-induced collective storm is serving a perfectly timed and prophesied evolutionary purpose for us individually and collectively (see here, here & here). I want to now take my teachings a step forward with the following, which will be a stretch in understanding for some more than others. This Earth school […]
Your Heart is Designed to Grieve ~ Learning to Live with Heartbreak, Your Gateway to Love
Chances are, you will never heal all your wounds, nor are you meant to. Perhaps they are to be faithful companions on your journey, worthy friends guiding you, reminding you of compassion and humility, and acting as an acutely sensitive barometer shooting aches and pains through you when you are not aligned in truth, or pushing too hard. Indeed, a certain amount of pain and heartbreak may just be necessary for all of us if we are to stay grounded in our humanity and open to the rawness of living and loving in the unfathomable paradox of light and dark we endlessly wander through together. I was walking along the beach the other day when I ran into an old friend I hadn’t seen in […]
“If I lose the pain, I’ll lose the love.” ~ The Double Bind Nature of Trauma Bonds
“People have two needs: Attachment and authenticity. When authenticity threatens attachment, attachment trumps authenticity.” ~ Dr. Gabor Mate The child who endures abuse from a parent is stuck in an impossible bind. If he pushes away, he loses the parent. If he doesn’t, he endures the abuse. Children generally choose attachment over authenticity. It is a biological imperative to do so that comes from many generations of living in tribal societies where our life depended on being in connection with our community; from being dependent on one another for survival. If that bond was to break and we were outcasted, abandoned, it could mean our life. Attachment is also biologically wired into us because we need our parents, especially our mother, for nurturing and survival. […]
DNA: The Sacred and Coveted Interface Between Dark and Light of these Pivotal Times
The biological warfare spreading across the planet is occurring at the level of DNA. The warfare is the one front and centre, headlining all broadcasts at this time of April 2021. DNA is the battleground, with the seeming pharmacological solution, the “vaccine”, soldiering forward in ample doses to alter and take over. Our genome is the principal “terrain” where our free will and liberation births into human awareness; the sacred anchor point for the light of our sovereign divinity. That crystalline light of our higher self downloads there, and with that embodiment we gradually wake to the holy qualities of the Divine Mother and Father, qualities that make up our spiritual DNA. Each soul is a holographic representation of All That Is, mirroring back the […]
Journey into Mastery: The Integrative Wisdom of Suffering and Heartbreak in Advancing Our Soul
We are here to experience suffering, not avoid it. Please take that sentence into your heart for a moment, and see what it feels like. It’s a big statement that holds great truths and promises filled with paradox, complexity and nuance, ones that may be uncomfortable to integrate into your heart, but that, if you let in, set your soul free. We do not journey as souls to do everything we can to avoid suffering; to avoid bad and only stay on the side of good; to avoid darkness and stay purely in the light. Suffering is freely chosen as a soul as part of our spiritual evolution through many worlds of form; not as something to escape, but something to experience that serves a […]
Feeling, Uncertainty & Truth: Expanding Three Thresholds for this Chaotic Collective Awakening
Things are not what they seem. We have a view of reality that has been given to us, that is passed through the generations, shared through the media, from family and friends, through our work and schooling, and even through spiritual communities and books. These influences create paradigms of perception and conceptual realities we are convinced convey the truth of things; yet most, if not all, is a veil. Awakening is not convenient to our thought bubble and identity because we must be willing to have even our most comforting ideas of self and life stripped away. And when enough space has been created through the unravelling of what is not, we can finally open to the truth of what is. I had a dream. […]
A Crisis of Identity: Mass Formation Psychosis and the Awakening to Truth
We must have the courage to see things as they are, not how we want them to be. That is spiritual maturity, that is leadership, and that is what these times demand. Truth is devastating to the ego that must hang on to its perceptual world in order to survive. The push from the conditioned multitude against the mounting clear evidence for mass manipulation, oppression and corruption is, at its root, existential — a crisis of identity. Accepting the hard, disturbing truths is a death blow to the limited, false self that survives by believing imaginary or false things convenient to its own survival. Akin to the submissive, don’t-speak-up child who, in order to survive, must assume his abuse is for his own good, the […]